I'm feeling really down on myself for imposing on you all the time. The reason I feel bad isn't because you said I'm demanding but because I know very well what the effect of my behavior must be yet I do it anyway. I'm just being selfish.

Anyway, I'm sorry for texting you so much and creating a burden for you. And more than that of knowing better but still acting on my impulses. My misery isn't your problem or responsibility.