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Old May 01, 2022, 07:23 PM
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I’ve been depressed but I did keep it at bay for most of the day. We got parsley, dill, oregano, rosemary, and thyme (already had basil) for the herb garden. We got lettuce for the vegetable garden but couldn’t find broccoli. But we did plant the green beans and then dug up some grass along the fence and planted sunflowers. We got a hanging strawberry that I think we’re going to have to Put something over to deter the chickadees who live near where we hung it. Or we have to move it to a strong shepherd’s hook in the front. We were going to buy the hook as well but it would t have fit in my small Corolla! I also got two pots of daises.

Then we went on a walk on a new trail. It was a nice 1 mile loop but not very well-maintained. There was an extremely sketchy bridge over a creek that I was very reticent to cross because it was rotted out in places and all they’d done was put 2x4s across. It was a good 10 foot drop onto rocks if it had given way. We all made it across but I’m not going to go back.

I had to take a nap, I was just so tired. I’m feeling a bit depressed still. But I guess we’ll just see what happens tomorrow. As mentioned I’m going to ask to be taken off vraylar. I’m also going to refuse to be put on anything else for depression unless she takes me off something first. I’m not messing around with 7+ meds. I’m over it.
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