I see my psychiatrist today. My mom will be attending - She's likely going to tell him with concern, about my sui thoughts/apathy etc.

I'm quite scared. I don't really even know how to fix this.

One thing that's disturbing for me is that since I started the Wellbutrin, I don't pay attention to some of my actions (And then I forget whether I did the certain thing or not) - What could that be a symptom of? If anyone knows...