Hello, so I have covid feel like crap want to cry my eyes out. I also had to get my period as well when the symptoms are worsening I called the Tafe. They said they'll notify the teachers. It's just everything right now when your sick feels amplified all the pain in my childhood all the rejection with my peers. I feel so alone and broken hearted my mother who I live with and has diabetes tested negative to covid which is the only ray of sunshine right now. I hate that I have terrible thoughts right now, I hate that I feel suicidal. I don't want to feel alone and rejected in this world but I do. I dont know how much more I can take all I want is be able to do something with my life and I feel like I can't. I feel stuck in a situation. I wish people liked me wish I had genuine friendships I can't live my life like this alone. I don't know how to fix my problems it's too overwhelming I wish I had money to treat my mental health.