I lost my boyfriend to suicide, and it's been 2 years now and I'm still in pain... Things are getting a lot worse for me, my mother is very abusive towards me... She threatens to put me behind bars, and I haven't done anything. She thinks I'm harassing and abusive when she mostly the one who is, she twisted things around... We've been having too many conflicts and now she is throwing me out of the house... I'm feel my life is truly over... I'm being thrown out on the street... The crisis hotlines are no help to me, I called numerous times before and gotten nowhere with them... I feel as people on those hotlines don't really give a 💩 which leaves me no choice... I'm not getting any support from anyone... I have no friends; my family treats me like 💩! I have no life; I don't know when or if I'll find another serious relationship now that Boyfriend is gone! My life is truly over! Maybe I'll see my boyfriend again soon...😇 Maybe we'll get married in heaven if there is a heaven! I'll just have to pray to💀in my 😴...