The office called this morning to set up my procedure. They want me to do it tommorow afternoon but at another location. This location is one I'm not familiar with and its a lot bigger. But its after my therapy appointment so I can talk to her about my anxiety about it. Today I've just been tired and worn out despite sleeping fine last night. I know high hematricrit levels can cause fatiuge. I went to Walmart and got a couple compression shirts since they work good for anxiety and people with autisim. I've used them before but I haven't tried them since I had my surgery. My weighted vest is amazing but its not something I can easily wear outside my house even though it fits over my hoodies. But it sure does help with my anxiety. Anyways today I'm just kinda worn out physically but after taking the cut up valium for a couple days I now have enough to get through until the 7th. So I can go back to my regular amount and hopefully tommorow won't be too big of a deal.

And that email advertistment about Kate Spade is disgusting. How in the world did that get past anyone in marketing or advertising or any other position at Ulta without being caught.