I took my meds late then stayed up too late so I couldn’t take seroquel so I didn't go to sleep until 1am. It was fitful and then I had a horrible nightmare, I mean horrible horrible and woke up at 3:15am. I was crying and everything. I haven’t been able to go back to sleep. It’s 5:30am now.

Thank god I wear glasses. They hide the bags under my eyes. I’m still gonna look like hell at my interview but it’s just for a retail store so whatever. If they don’t hire me it’s not the end of the world, I’ll apply elsewhere. Plenty of retail stores are hiring right now. I just like that particular dollar store because it’s clean and quiet. It’s in a rich area so I know I’ll have to deal with plenty of entitled people but again, whatever.

I have to go to program but I know I’m going to be late. I always am, I don’t like the first group.