Sorry work is such a bummer. I am eating chocolate digestive biscuits in my cave and there is snow outside

I remember a couple of job interviews I had after I had left college where they asked me "how do I see myself in 5 years time". Ugh!!! So I think I relate to your feeling of not being able to be you at work.... although I have always been useless at pretending, other than suppressing everything and being completely quiet I guess I am in a rare chatty mood on this board

Hoping today is better ((((((((((((((((((Rap))))))))))))))))))