So I went to sleep - Woke up feeling better. Now I'm learning again, about meditation - But really, being meditative.

I know you guys could have made shots in the dark - But these things I know will help. I just procrastinate meditation but I know that it's the best thing for me.

What happened to the "Flower people"? If you put flowers into your home, you check on them 5 times a day - "Are they doing ok? idk"

We keep plastic flowers in our home - Good for 5 years.

Meditation is a quality. People are goal-orientated and want flowers and fruit - But we need to think "Soil, water, sunlight, etc"

lol..