I wonder if my blood level is still high. I've been pretty short of breath these last couple days. Yesterday I was unbuttoning my pants and I was struggling really hard with the button. I was so short of breath unbuttoning my ****ing pants. Finally I was so frustrated I had to lie on my bed on my back to get them undone. Today I've been short of breath and the left side of my face felt numb so my mom did the FaSt stroke test and it was ok. I took my last half valium and she'll go over to the pharamacy in a bit. I have one on file but they werent answering the phone yesterday and my mom had to go somewhere yesterday afternoon. So I had 2.5 pills left to get me through yesterday and this morning and I just now took the last .5. I also get my T shot today so I'm hoping to feel some mental health relief even if the physical stuff is still off.

My bamboo blanket and pillow cases are almost here. I can't believe how fast they came.

Edit:My blanket and pillow cases came. I know people normally wash that stuff before using it but I read bamboo blankets are a huge hassle to wash and they shrink. So I'll just keep it clean by not making a mess on it. My mom picked up my valium and had no issue. I wasn't really panicking since I knew I had one on file so all she had to do was go in there. This is a 30 day supply with 2 refills.

I also got my T shot so I feel much better mental health wise but I am still very tired and worn out physically. I'm not sure if its from the blood level still possibly being high or just not sleeping well. But my anxiety is fine so I don't think its that. I go in on Wednesday for my one week blood test to see where my level is at and if the procedure was enough.

I just feel funny. I dont know how to explain it. I feel off.