I got my test results on my patient portal today. I hope my primary calls to explain them better. Theres that blood clot risk factor thats confusing. My glucose is high and its just annoying that I've been touting myself as this like kinda invincible person from diabetes because I have my weight under control and I watch how much I eat. But I know I have a very strong family history of it. Its just frustrating when that thing you frantically try to avoid for 6 years you end up getting. But I don't know. Maybe it will turn out ok. Also these current events are so nerve wracking I've just shut myself off from social media. I've turned off Facebook. I've turned off FTM Reddit. I've turned off Drag Race Reddit. I heard some of Meet The Press from the other room which just infuriated me. But I am just unplugged from social media and media in general and I am binge watching Project Runway nonstop. Its just a lot for me right now but if I don't think about it, then I'm fine. I'll process it all with my therapist on Wednesday.