Transference T I don't know if you ever think about me anymore. And I often wondered how you felt when my mom emailed you last October when I was in between therapists and asked if you'd be willing to see me again and then gave just a general update and said that I was going to be getting a hystrectomy in a few days and that my insurance was covering it.

But I do wonder if based on these current events if you are super relieved for me that I was able to get the surgery. I don't know. Maybe its just wishful thinking that you still think of me. Maybe I should be asking my current therapist what she thinks about me getting my surgery right at a good time instead of focusing on what you think or don't think.