I was too tired to take the atenolol yesterday evening. I fell asleep at ~6pm and woke up at 9am.

While I was drifting into sleep, I went into REM immediately and then woke up again. When I woke up, my heart went into a near-cardiac arrest type arrhythmia - I've never experienced that before either.

So I didn't take the Zoloft this morning. I'm done with it. It's not all in my head that serotonergic drugs mess with my heart.

My mood is very good though - Even without phenibut.

And hugs @Kit. I hope you feel better soon <3

I'm working today but on my lunch break. They're going to deliver money in an envelope when I'm done.

Tomorrow I'm not working and will go for a hike. I'm gonna practice being grateful somewhat, more.. I didn't go to the ER or anything yesterday cuz if I die.. Then not really a big deal cuz everything is just a hallucination to me.