Today is my sister's birthday. She would have been 56.

It's almost hard to believe that she's been gone almost 6 years now. I still miss her. My mother is having a tough day today because she misses her daughter so much too.

I'll write a special entry in my journal today - I'll write to her directly.

I had to take a Klonopin today because my anxiety was really bad yesterday and I wanted a break from it today. I'm only taking 1 about every 5 days now.