Miguel moves out tomorrow. I got my injection and meds today. I took (legalized drug) Monday after everyone left. Don't really know how I feel about it. It made me loose chunks of time. My stomach has been upset since but I was also informed I have not been eating lately maybe 1x a day. My ed voice is back but not strong yet. I don't see my T until next week but I really want to do it again. I think anything to pass time. My extended family has nothing but negative things to say about getting a Service Dog. My husband feels if I get one I'm 'replacing' him because I won't be as dependent on him. (I have so many things to say about that but wont) My dad says a lot of ****. My nephew says I already have replacement for my ESA dog which is so unfair and untrue. If I do get a SD dog it's a long plan like a year out to get the dog and 2 years to train. It's like people don't understand how hard it is to save money on my income. Sure others can talk about things and just go buy whatever, fix whatever but I have to save my pennies to get my goals. It's so disheartening. We have a lot to work on if he wants to keep me relying on him. I don't know, everything feels like it's falling apart.