Sounds like desperation to me. Doing things in a frantic attempt to stave off depression. Yeah I can see how that would look like hypo. But without the racing thoughts and sleep deprivation it just seems desperate. I get that, very much understand that. I do it too.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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