I just looked at my emails. More hopeful now.

I hit zipcode lottery and an organisation sending me a few ready-to-eat meals (they can't be all I eat, I was told) put me on a distribution list for "ugly" fresh produce that would otherwise be tossed. I can get groceries every week or 2 weeks starting this week. Bus ride to the collection point where I'll show my ID and proof of eligibility.

A lot of gatekeeping for food aid while there's literal tonnes of quality food being thrown away every day. No walk in food banks, so I'm REALLY for this organisation and my current zip code. Less worry for me about food.

My T's email helped too.