I made it to the doctor yesterday and had an EKG done, urine tested and blood work done. Today is a chest x-ray and next week is a heart stress test. Trying to get some answers.

The depression is back. I missed my med provider appointment yesterday due to the medical tests and won’t be able to speak to her until next week if then. I believe all this depression and anxiety is stemming from the realization that my life is not working for me. I’m under a tremendous amount of stress (I’m losing my hair to it) and I’m not thriving. I will rally but it’s too bad I had to go off the Wellbutrin so quickly.

This Sunday we are celebrating Mother’s Day and my, my daughter’s and my mom’s birthdays. It will be lovely seeing M. The pool is about to open and I’m going to Florida soon with M for a week. I’m going to a Drum Circle Monday. Lots of good things to look forward to. I shouldn’t be so down. I am.

I hope everybody has a peaceful day. Hugs to all.