That’s depression for you, good things can be happening but the mood is deflated. At least you can see that those are good things, that’s half the battle right there. Good luck with your medical testing. 
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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