Feeling better now - physically and anxiety wise. Had to take several Xanax but it achieved the desired results. I’m calm now. I’m about to continue getting ready for tomorrow’s celebration. I may be up all night because I am behind with everything going on but that’s okay. I am worried that I may be in deep trouble with my med provider because I quit that med without running it by her first. I just couldn’t take the insomnia, severe anxiety and bathroom trips anymore. I guess I’ll find out next week whether she dismisses me or not (yes, I’m that worried).

It’s been beautiful weather here but it gets so warm in the afternoon that I sit outside in the mornings now with my tangerine tea. Counting down the days until May 28th when the pool opens. Then I’ll really enjoy the beautiful afternoon weather. I leave for Florida on the 29th so I’ll get one float day in.

Hugs to all.