((((Starlingflock)))),

You did a good job explaining things. I think you needed to get that all out too. It’s understandable that you don’t know what course to take.

I am sorry that your own personal history has been that of living your life around addiction issues and a parent that also had mental health issues. It’s what you know, what’s familiar to you and why you also have ptsd symptoms yourself.

It sounds like your husband has more than ptsd, some kind of other disorder along with how he developed an addiction problem too.

How old are your children?