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~Christina · May 14, 2022, 05:54 PM

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Originally Posted by *Beth*

Okay! A terrific work out vacuuming, mopping, changing out the cat boxes, now I have lots of garbage and recycling to take down to the bins.

Listening to disco, wow, sure takes me right back to 1979. I was 17. Great times (as long as I wasn't at home). I wonder how many people realize that the BeeGee's are saying "What're you doing on your back, you should be dancing"? Popular music snuck some naughty lyrics in, for sure

Did I ever tell you guys that I was

Possible trigger:

raped when I was fifteen? It was a boy older than I was. The pain was so severe...I wanted to scream out, but all I could do was get tiny breaths enough to keep from completely passing out. I've never told my husband about it. David was "the first" as far as consent, and I was 18. That's all he knows. He does know about my sickening step-father's sexual abuse, though. I looked up my step-fuc"er's name online and discovered that he's dead. Thank God he can't hurt more children. I have to fight the belief that I'm just a thing to be used, a dirty ragdoll.

Okay, off to drag all the recycling down. Hugs all around.

Where's Soupe?

Glad you got your chores done. Isn’t it nice nice it’s done and you can sit back and enjoy

I’m sorry had such trauma in your life. Mine was a friend of my brothers and a Uncle. Be proud of bring strong and moving on with life. That stuff never goes away from our minds but it’s fantastic to know they are dead and burning in hell.

Do you have very far to take stuff to the bins ? I wish my town did some kind of recycling. There was one place but they closed down years ago.

How’s Sydney?

The wedding is June 1st I’m pretty excited !

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