It helps when people say I'm not alone. Sometimes it feels like I drift through different realities. Maybe sometimes I'm in a dream reality and sometimes in a reality where others exist.


Tetrachromat sounds amazing. It reminds me of superhuman movies like x-men where some humans have evolved. Maybe one day all humans will be tetrachromat.

I've had people say we're chosen ones. Sometimes an inner person/voice will tell me I have an important mission ahead when times on Earth become like the biblical end days but I push the inner people away. Although I have to admit that it feels heavenly thinking about being on some important mission helping people in times of war and famine. I see this image in my mind of walking down city streets that are devastated, buildings fallen all over the place, people in need of help every where. I know that already exists in certain parts of the world like Ukraine. I hope not but maybe one day it will be like that where I live in the US. So far this life is painfully boring just waiting every second till it ends or sometime amazing happens or an angel rescues me.