It is very long, but it's in the contract I signed. Companies can make the notice period however long they want. According to google it's usually negotiable. But I remember a previous company announcing they weren't going to let anyone leave before their notice period anymore, because too many people were leaving. (Yes, that's the solution to people leaving! Don't pay a fair salary or provide better working conditions but enforce your ridiculous notice period!)

Not that it matters much when I can't find a new job, anyway.

The rejection is really hitting me hard. I still feel very down. When I was in the application process for the job I have now, I was so convinced I was going to be rejected at every step, but I got it. And because of how insecure I was, I accepted the first salary offer they gave me when I should've negotiate instead. Now I'm earning even less than in my customer service job

I thought I had a good chance with this job but nope. And I can't find anything else that interests me.