I'm thinking about quitting. It would suck. For everyone. Including me - it would be so uncomfortable to have that convo. I know this is awful and immature but I think about just not showing up.

I need to distract myself. right now.

Edit: I had a realization that running away from this, will not save me from having a crappy job ever again. It will not stop people from ever assuming something wrong about me ever again, or being angry with me for reasons I think are stupid. I have done everything right regarding this, and there is some hope. I will plan to go in tomorrow.