I've been smoking . Weed is only medical is acceptable here and I don't have a card and won't get one.

I haven't approached my dad about paying for the dog. I have to still talk to my therapist and pdoc. I don't know if there will be strings attached. I avoid asking them for anything. I don't think he has that kind of money even if he wanted too but it's going to be awhile.

I am going to have a conversation with my t about my meds and not taking my meds. I took both last night and nothing bad happened. So I will take both from now on. I'm just worried it won't mix well with thorazine.

Right now I have a mutt that was supposed to be an apple head Chihuahua but she's as tall as my knee so she's not that.

I have to have a couple of hard conversations with my t. I seem to plummet on weeks I don't see her.