I refuse to have diarrhea. I cant deal with it. One bad poopy, followed by a scary intestinal rumble, and im shoveling in Immodium. I know some people say oh no you have to let it work itself out but i do not subscribe to that school of thought.

I admire you for trying to work even though you are not feeling 100 percent. I kept telling myself i would do something productive if i ever got my ish together.

When i was at uni taking a math degree, the joke was that mathematicians keep themselves alive by committing themselves to an unsolvable problem, then keep trying to solve it. I feel like my weight and my hoarding are my unsolvable problem.