Beth I know how you feel about pictures, I feel you bone deep on that. Your smile is amazing your eyes were bright and shiny, your are simply a loving caring person that is just as pretty as you ever were, if I saw a current picture I guarantee your beautiful. Psych meds really suck when it comes to changing our bodies often into shapes and sizes that make us incredibly mad, sad and just plain angry.

AP’s ??!! I don’t know if you have tried Geodon in the past? My current combo of Geodon, Seroquel IR , Doxepin and Lamictal honestly have me the most stable I’ve been in a long time. Do I like being on 4 meds ? Absolutely not but each is part of the puzzle that seems to work well together. I’ve not gained since adding Geodon and Seroquel in in September not lost but better than gain.

Have you tried Invega ? Was weight neutral for me also.

I like Wild’s thoughts on your T not being available is a big part of the struggle your in. I fully agree. Nobody wants to start over, I dread the thought 13 years with mine, he’s 73 and he’s told me that he has no plans to retire and that he thinks it would be wise once he does to see some one.. I said I don’t wanna start over and he said you don’t have too. Just tell them you need not revisit things you have put to bed. Makes sense to me.

And for the hateful judge-y fools in that group ? They can go get stuffed ! You are taking care of Sydney and your other babies just fine. Her number might be slightly higher but that doesn’t mean it’s not controlled.

Okay I have sure rambled I hope it makes sense somehow. You know where to find me lol

Much love

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