I'm exhausted today. A friend passed over the weekend. It wasn't unexpected as she was on hospice. It's just a lot to take in.

I think all the emotions I am having are going somatic because I feel exhausted, fatigued, and flu like. I cried a little but haven't really cried yet. Maybe at the memorial service.

My muscles feel like they are on fire. I'm sure that is all the emotions making them feel yucky. I'm trying to just deal with it. I really want to go home early from work and take a nap but I probably won't.