Dear T,
I feel bad about that one thing regarding D--I'm worried you may have interpreted in a way other than how I meant it, just in your reaction. Though maybe I wasn't fully sure *how* I meant it even. Maybe it was just some thought floating in my head that I had to get out, to understand what it means?

Your analogies about walking through the field were helpful in some ways. And I need to think on them more (and I'm glad you got my Oregon Trail reference!). But at the same time, I'm someone who does better with some form of a map. Or at least a particular destination? And right now, that's all fuzzy.

Hm...I guess in a way, I'm looking for a map for buildings that haven't been constructed yet, roads that haven't been paved yet, towns that don't exist? I don't know, I think I'm too tired to work more on this metaphor right now.... Maybe Wednesday?

Love,
LT