It's been a good weekend. But bad weekday.

She reached out to me because she missed me so much.

Even though she may not have get her mind all set but she was missing me very much

I've told pretty much that I can. I told her I am not going anywhere, I'll be by your side, I'll help you do physical labors in the house.

She was being very appreciative and accepted my help.

She looked a lot better than the last time we hung out. She was struggling very bad with panic attacks but seemed to died down a lot. She is taking fluoxetine twice a day I believe and other panic disorder meds. We've been just playing games to get our minds of the stress.

But today seems like her conditions has worsen. I know that this is very common, one day its good and the next day worsens.

Her work is the number one stressor right now. Looks like her work from home privilege is being taken away because her coworkers are mis-using them. So that is creating an anxiety. Her senior told her to why not take few days of this week and get yourself back in the game as it seems like it's impacting her work productivity as well.

Her work doesn't know her conditions and I personally don't know if letting the HR know would be a good choice. She works at a startup so I don't know if they will let her keep working with those conditions or have reduced work load etc.

She is kind of stuck in a place but I've told her take the offer that her senior said as she needs as much as rest she can possibly can. Surely few days won't get her 100% better but every little things count right? I'm being careful with this because this could be have a reverse effect and trigger more anxiety...

I wanna ask her to look for a different company than this one as it seems to be very stressing. I believe her specs at this point, can land jobs on any company but the process won't be easy either...