Christina, you might be right about getting my brother to actually see our mom’s house. Maybe that will help them realize.

RS told me to write in my journal (I asked him to remind me from time to time). I’ve been avoiding it because I keep having nightmares after I do. Well I did and had a nightmare. I was upset and crying and nobody would take notice or try to help me. Like I was literally crying for attention and I wasn’t getting it. Nobody cared to make me feel better. Three guesses why I had that dream.

Ugh. Well I seem to be feeling a bit better today anyway, maybe because I don’t have to go to IOP. It’s weird since I’ve been there every day for four weeks. It’s nice out and I hope I can motivate myself to go for a walk later. I’ll be bored so I don’t want to just sit around. I might start on our wedding scrapbook. I’ve never scrapbooked before, it’ll be fun I think. I’m also thinking of getting into my jewelry making again. I stopped many years ago, just lost interest. I haven’t been much of a jewelry wearer since my style changed to basic jeans and a tee shirt. But it might be nice to be slightly more dressed up sometimes! I ordered some rings from Etsy, and for may I have on my green mental health awareness bracelets.

The weather for the NAMI walk is going to be brutal. 96 degrees!!! 5k on pavement at 96 degrees. Unreal. Figures, May has been cooler than average here but now it’s like NO it’s almost summer and heeeeere it comes!