<font color="purple">Last night there must have been some kind of party going on across the street, you know, people talking and laughing. If I wanted to litsen in, I could have. Either I was hallucinating or this coninued for hours until the middle of the night. And then entire time I felt like someone was just going to open fire. Why friendly "conversation" registers as "a tense and life threatening situation" is beyond me.

Blaaah...

I had a horrible time sleeping last night anyways, just because of that and I can't stop thinking about how there will be an inevidable thunderstorm soon in the next few weeks and that always triggers panic attacks...especialy early in the season or if it's a severe storm. And of course NOBODY gets that. Seriously. My parents are absolutely no help and my brother makes fun of me for it, or makes it worse. </font>