I think I am stable enough to get a job now. I doubt I need to make any more changes in my meds. What I'm on is plenty. I am thinking about applying to work in a retail environment. In particular, I have been watching for job opportunities at my local Walgreens store. I know they are keen on hiring employees with disabilities, which I am not sure if I am going to disclose to them about myself or not. But I do have a disability, and I need to recognize that and fully come to terms with it. Anyway, I hope to get a job soon. It's going to be my thirty-fifth birthday in about a week. I've suffered with psychosis for fifteen years. I think it's time for that to change.