I feel as though I am a triple threat because I have two personality disorders and traits of another. The other is what I am concerned with. They meaning the shrinks say I have traits of anti-social personality disorder. I am aggressive, I always have been especially in relationships with men. But this sggression is getting worse. I have all these homicidal thoughts. I fantasize about killing people that have hurt me in the past. For example, this one giel back in grade 8 told me that I needed a nose job, back then I just walked away but now it has made me want to meet her 8/9 years later and stab her. Will I? probably not, do I want to? YES. Just these wants are interfering in my functioning. That's all I can think about. I am tired of turning my pain inward (borderline) and now I want to turn it outward (anti-social). Bottom line I don't care about anyone but myself and I will do anthing to make myself feel pleasure whether that is by killing someone or playing a game, I've always got off on blood. Even when I turned my pain inward I would have to see blood in order for the SI to be complete, not I feel I must see blood on other people for this w/e it is to be complete. Do you guys think I could have an anti-social problem? Because it is really getting to me, and my functioning. Is this worthy of talking to someone about?