I have severe negative symptoms though (Maybe it doesn't show online - But IRL, I'm seem really apathetic/unresponsive or introverted). But no one seems to care about that - Only the positive symptoms which I'm medicated for.. + The Big 2016 Trip helped with negative symptoms.

I try so hard to overcome this - I told my doctor that my brother said "I'm obsessed with curing myself" or something.. with all of the stuff I've done on the internet.. + All of the healthy lifestyle changes/choices I've made and it's working somewhat

I remember at age 17, searching up "anhedonia" and there was no results for it.. Just some guy on a forum, updating his progress with his doctor, trying MOAI's and every medication under the sun. People were following him for 2 years and nothing worked - It was hopeless.