I know.. My mom says I was hyper as a kid but I don't really remember being that hyper - Just extremely... extreeemely inattentive... lol..

I was telling my doctor that "I'm doing good now" and he said "Yeah.. I've seen you for a few years now and all I was doing was adjusting your 'ADD' meds" - But he's old - It just confused me..

He said to my mom "What makes you really think he has schizophrenia?" and my mom said "He was diagnosed.." - So I start to question that too... I feel like that because I'm so high functioning, that he thinks I'm lowering my standards and benefitting off of people that have extremely severe schiz - He said "I've met people with this disorder that are extremely low functioning - But you're not stupid" or something like that..

I should probably see a different doctor but I have some sort of stockholm syndrome.