Feeling a miniscule amount better today. I don't know how I will do at the memorial service tomorrow for my friend.

Still kind of anxious because I haven't talked to my boss, but I haven't had to take anxiety medication today (yet) so that's good.

I can tell I'm still agitated because coworkers are bugging me, but at least most of the time I work by myself. I'm trying not to freak out about my boss not getting back to me. Oh well.

I'm glad it is almost the weekend, although I am dreading tomorrow for the memorial service. Maybe all this stuff that is going on inside of me can calm down over the weekend.

T got back to me but was very unhelpful. Sigh. I guess it's good she got back to me but why don't these people actually offer help?! More than, you're in my thoughts. Or I'm sorry you're going through this. Such crap. Like give me some skills or something. Ugh. Anyway, rant over.