All good, Artie. But I think you did what was right for you at the time. I'm not sure it's necessarily a good choice for me to keep seeing him. There's the element of his being really good at discussing stuff regarding my D. But there's also quite a bit of attachment for me.


Does pain from the attachment (and his being resistant to it at times, like now) ultimately cancel out the help regarding D and other stuff? It's very hard to say. Things have generally been even-keeled with him throughout the pandemic.

Hm, I wonder if somehow being back in person is triggering other stuff? I mean, OK, obviously, this conflict, as it was about my confirming in-person vs. virtual. But I wonder if it's doing something to my attachment as well? It does feel more intense in some ways being in person. Or maybe it's partly about the fear of losing it, having to resume virtual? Hm....