I've realized one of the reasons I'm hating this move more than others: I'm moving out of the county I have lived in since birth. I do not know this new county. I don't know this city. I don't know the roads. And I'm minimum 45mins away from my loved ones. I already get horrible homesickness, so this is going to suck! I have to travel over an hour to get to L. I have great doctors here too which I refuse to give up. I'm devastated by this move. And not having L here is really hard on me.

The move is tomorrow. And I'm not ready. I have so much to pack still. Lots of random things that can't be done until the morning of.

I'm hating H and dad right now. Dad's obsessed with the puppy. H won't let me touch his electronics. And they are more concerned about packing "their" stuff in "their" cars, and aren't even considering the stuff I need to move with me.

I can't wait until I can see L again. I need a real hug!