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Old May 22, 2022, 05:41 PM
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I’m over it. My partner has shown me time and time again that they would rather invest all time and efforts into a virtual world that their own actual world. If a hunk of metal&plastic is more important than legitimate relationships, I no longer need to exist here ( in the same space).
I want to discuss it, but I cant w/o getting a not in my throat everytime. I get hot, i feel my heart pounding. I’m so angry and I dont want to just fire off on this person. This is not the first time we have discussed this , this IS the last straw. They say you can simply go in silence, but I am still looking for a place. But it drives me absolutely mad that he continues to act like nothings wrong and I want it to stop…. I don’t know how to approach this the proper way. But I don’t think waiting will make it better. I feel like I’m just marinating in anger and resentment. But theyre also the type to stare at me like i have 6 heads once I DO open up, which only gets me more frustrated, like why even bother saying anything at all. So I just keep my distance for now… idk what else to do…

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