I know, I'm having a real hard time with this. This is definitely a defining moment in my therapy. Most of what is going on with me is about me and my abandonment issues.

A small part of that is he knows this about me and decided to take zero steps to prepare me, thereby adding to my pain.

We had just had a conversation how he never has canceled any of my appointments. Then what do you know, he cancels one.

I guess what needs to happen is I'll sit with this then. But we will be discussing my tapering down and graduating. I need to protect my feelings from my therapist apparently and that hurts.

Thanks everyone for trying to help me I do appreciate that.