Soidhonia .. thanks for your kind note and advice on this. Sorry I stated things in a way that made it sound like a t. told me this. It was not a therapist... it was family member (not wife).

And you're right about leaving part of me on the battlefield...and it wasn't all mental either. Part of me is already buried, waiting for me to catch up!!!

For now, PC and a site called AfterSilence.org is my therapy.

"When you do your best but you don't succeed..."

T.