well that was... interesting yesterday during work. i was completely aware of being overcome by one of those annoying complexes we've talked about ad nauseum but once again at the same time was unable to stop it until I was already in the damn middle of being in the grip of it. Y'know what got me out of it though? Anger! I got pissed about the situation. That may have been the most interesting part of it. I let myself feel angry and I was back to myself pretty quickly after that. Will I ever get aware enough to see one coming before it takes over so I can just stop it before it even starts?!