It has been so painful at times. I plead with them to stop but they only jeer & keep pain jabbing me, etc. It seems like there isn't anyone in my brain who cares. I have to endure it completely alone. I have been too warn out to do the things that need to be done. I'm so ashamed of myself. I keep hoping tomorrow will be the beginning of the change I keep waiting for. But there are breaks where I can relax somewhat & build some strength. If only I could hold onto that & learn how to obliviate them entirely.
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"Every moment is a fresh beginning." (T. S. Eliot)
"Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines."(Robert H. Schiuller)
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