I was feeling crappy until about 3. I was unable to get out of bed all day except to get water from the garage and to use the bathroom. I then got very tired and layed down for a bit and every time I tried to sit up my mind went "not today satan" I had my mom bring me in a cold caffeine free Coke and the sugar was enough to motivate me to get up and neaten up my room and and then I decided to take a shower in case the morning is the same as today. I have zoom therapy and last week I went in there "at a 10" according to her to the point she wanted me to do deep breathing excercises. So I hope I'm not a lethargic mess the way I was today because that would be quite a drastic difference from last week. I said all that because the shower is out of the way so I can laze around a bit in the morning and mentally and physically prepare. I don't know how she'll react to anything. I don't ever seek out sympathy or want her to be concerned about me. Basically I always just want reassurance from her.