My trip with my father and daughter ends tomorrow. We all had a great time and ate a ton of good food. The days were nice and the weather was early nice.
I really escaped reality on this trip I did not really cry on this trip but I really feel like I need a good cry and I will do that tomorrow when I get home. I am pretty depressed knowing this is the last night of our trip.
I really hate that my wife died but there is one good thing that came out of it and that is the 180 degree turn around with my relationship with my daughter. We get along pretty good now we used to fight like cats and dogs and now we get along pretty good.
I really miss my wife though and I still struggle everyday. Being with my family on this trip has really been a true blessing. I am afraid to be home alone here soon cause I am afraid my depression will kick in bad.


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