Hi guys. Sorry i haven't been on in a long time. I've been trying to stay away for a little. Trying to not run here every time i have a little problem in T. I've been trying to deal with things myself and taking it upon myself to confront T instead of going to everyone else. I plan to confront T with the issue i'm going to present today, but i'm feeling really frustrated and can't wait until i see her. because.....SHE KEEPS CANCELING!

It's at least twice a month. She's either sick, her son is sick, she's having pregnancy related problems, or her boss scheduled a meeting at our usual time and she can't make it. I know some things are beyond her control. But this is getting ridiculous. Usually, she calls me herself to cancel/reschedule. Either from the office or if she's home she will call me from her cell. But this time is different. The office actually called my house and cancelled her appointment and said that she would call me to reschedule. This kinda worries me because the office never deals with her apts. But at the same time, i'm very frustrated. Its constantly cancel, reschedule, i'll call you to set up an apt, cancel, i'll call to reschedule. How are we supposed to get any therapy done...we're always rescheduling!!! Sorry i'm just a little frustrated. Seeing her is what gets me through. I look forward to those apts, they get me through the days. How can I use that when they are never set in stone? No wonder i lack stability. Please share your insights...i'm in need of support.