The fact that you are away next week and my reaction to that has really made me realise how intense the transference is becoming. It’s so unbelievably powerful and I’m worried you’re going to get freaked out by it. I already regret emailing you and telling you how much of an affect you being away will have on me. I can’t tell you that I’ll miss you, but I really will. I know it’s only a week, but I’m so used to two sessions in that timeframe it’s going to feel like much longer.
Tomorrow I just want you to come sit next to me on the couch so I can curl up next to you and fall asleep with my head on your shoulder. I never experienced the feeling of falling asleep like that as a child and I crave it so much. I know, I know, stupid bloody boundaries……