I went out for the day. Just to run errands at some other stores a few towns away. I figured it would take my mind off things. The ride up was a bit tough on my neck but it was ok. I found some cheese I can normally only get in my old state. Then I got some cases of soda for a really good price. My mom and I stopped for burgers at a small burger chain resturant. I ordered a double cheeseburger plain. We ordered to go and ate in the car in the parking lot. I realized mine had stuff on it. I could tell the guy was having trouble understanding me but I still figured he got " a double cheeseburger with just cheese" when he said "only cheese?" And I said "yeah" it wasn't a big deal, the mayo just was on the bottom bun and then the condiments and garnish were on top so all I had to do was just take the bottom bun off and the garnish and I was still able to eat the burger and top bun. Anyways I'm home and I'm worn out but at least I've been distracted today and I didn't have much anxiety shopping. My appointments tommorow and Saturday are both AM luckily so there shouldn't be too much day of anticipatory anxiety.